doldrum

I'm blue. Stomach-hurting, eye-burning, sad. Bummed. Tired and lazy and pained. I've got decisions to make that I don't want to think about and people to hurt because I'm more concerned with the decisions to be made than the people they concern.

Blue.

I like the idea of fate because it means your choices aren't quite yours. You're removed of the responsibility of ramification. Doesn't matter what is chosen, fate will override your decision. Or, instead, your decision was fate's making to begin with.

Tomorrow, I'm going to let fate rule my day. Just need a medium through which fate can speak. Rock-paper-scissors isn't effective without an opponent (not sure fate can manifest hands to play with). Dice? Coins?

A Twister spinner?